Hello. :) It’s been a while since I posted. Yes, I’m still alive and I’m procrastinating writing through blogging. Okay, I’m ahead of schedule, actually, but I still need to write because I want to finish early, but now I’m blogging. :P

Anyway, my story has lost its seemingly boring quality, but now I feel like I can’t convey my ideas right. Like I chose the wrong point of view, like I don’t have the proper “chicklit tone”, and all that. You know, those kinds of things. I feel like I’ve written seven chapters of crap, and that the story is too slow, like my grammar is all mixed up, that no one would ever read the drivel I am writing.

What a way to put down myself, eh?

But because this is NaNoWriMo, and its spirit is to just write…I will write. No matter how blah my story might sound (see, I can’t even write proper blogs anymore). I need to stop myself from re-reading and sometimes editing the scene I wrote before I start writing…that just makes me feel even more that what I wrote is crap.

I’ll survive. :P I’ll finish this. I’m almost halfway! :)

On other news, work this week was a whole lot busier than the last few weeks. Monday left me with my head aching, but the rest of the week went better, with free lunch, a seminar and some other things. I bet I’m going to have more work to do by next week, and I still have to fix some other things there. Haha. I’m okay. I’m getting used to it. Wait…scratch that. I get my strength from Him, the One who enables me.

Wohoo.

Forgive me for my lack of explanations and scattered thoughts; my brain is focused on Rain and other people in my story. I should stop from going online and just write. I have some new chicklit books here to read in between breaks (thank you so much Marvs!) so I could get the feel of the way I want to write my novel. :P

Excerpt coming tomorrow, or later, when I feel like posting something again. :P