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Be Strong and Take Heart | The Refine Me Vault (tinamats.com)

The worst time to feel lonely and unwanted and left behind is when a girl has her period. Agree?

I do. Because I’m feeling that right now. :(

I’d rather not divulge any specific details because it’s too personal, but yes, I’m lonely right now. My heart is not still, I’m afraid, and I’m angry at myself for being selfish and discontented and wanting what others have (or are about to have) when I don’t. I want to be a brat and hide in my shell until all these emotions are gone and I’m over it, and I can go back to my normal, smiling self again.

Bah, hormones! I wish chocolates can easily help me with this but it doesn’t anymore. I wish I could just go for a run but it’s too late already. And no, I’m not interested in medicines, not even something like irvingia gabonensis. I’m sorry, I’m just sad.

Sigh.

So in an effort to pick myself up…I listened to some songs. And I Will Lift My Eyes by Bebo Norman hits just the right spot. Lyrics below, emphasis mine:

I Will Lift My Eyes
Bebo Norman
Album: Between the Dreaming and The Coming True

God, my God, I cry out
Your beloved needs You now
God, be near calm my fear and take my doubt
Your kindness is what pulls me up
Your love is all that draws me in

I will lift my eyes to the Maker
of the mountains I can’t climb
I will lift my eyes to the Calmer
of the oceans raging wild
I will lift my eyes to the Healer
of the hurt I hold inside
I will lift my eyes, lift my eyes to You

God, my God, let mercy sing
her melody over me
and God, right here all I bring
is all of me
Your kindness is what pulls me up
Your love is all that draws me in

‘Cause You are and You were and You will be forever
the Lover I need to save me
‘Cause You fashioned the earth and You hold it together, God
so hold me now

God, my God, I cry out
Your beloved needs You now

Lift your eyes, Tina.

I leave you with this image I got from Tumblr, and find comfort in the verse. Be strong and take heart. Your heart is stronger than mine, Lord.

Be strong and take heart, all you who hope in the Lord.

I’ll be okay. :) But if you can spare a prayer, I’d really appreciate it. :)

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0 Responses to Be Strong and Take Heart

  1. TED says:

    When I clicked to your site just now I was listening to BEBO. Kinda weird. My Media player plays randomly through my over 4,000 songs. (=-

    You’re loved more than you know sister. Be still. In your weakness He is strong.

    *squeeze*

  2. Chris says:

    I came to your blog and was about to comment that I hadn’t seen any posts from you lately. Then I realized you just posted yesterday, which means that I would have received it on my RSS reader for my iPhone.. meaning I did what I do for most of them, which is skip ahead, thinking I would read it later. I have to do something about that bad habit. Anyway. Just wanted to say hi.. and that it’s really weird I’m commenting on a blog post about this subhect. Hehe. But I also wanted to say, when I feel a little sad or lonely, I listen to Chris Rice.. he’s pretty cool. But Bebo Norman is great too!

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