And change rears its (ugly?) head once again.
I don’t know why hearing the news made me feel so sad when it shouldn’t. At all. Because it’s not to be sad about. I should have expected this to happen eventually. In fact, it’s a totally new opportunity that I should have enough senses to grab eagerly. So why do I feel…well, not so excited about it?
Maybe it’s because I feel like someone’s pulling the rug under my feet just as when I was getting used to standing there. Maybe because I’m afraid. Or something. Maybe because I feel like being thrown into an entirely new environment again, even if that’s not really the case.
It just feels too soon, you know? Way too soon. Although it’s not like I can do anything else about it. And it’s not like I’m going to go somewhere far, far away too.
Deal, Tina. Deal. God will take care of you.
If you are going through a time of discouragement, there is a time of great personal growth. (Oswald Chambers)