Lazy Friday

Have you ever gotten to work, and find out that the first thought in your head as you turned your computer on was “I want to go home”?

Yep, that’s today.

I don’t know what’s got me so down today, when it’s a Friday. I should be happy it’s the weekend! I should! Even if I almost spent most of my money last week from shopping for clothes and looking at pet beds even if I don’t need them, I should still be happy that it’s the weekend!

But…sigh.

Perhaps it’s because I don’t have concrete plans this weekend. For the past months, I’ve always had weekend plans with friends, I’m always out most of the time. This month, since two of my favorite people are somewhere out there, it seems like we have zero plans. Of course, other friends are here…but we’re not planning anything (yet).

So yeah. I’m sorta kinda down today.

I have a feeling this may be PMS. But…sigh.

I guess another thing that’s bumming me out is this certain feeling that I can’t shake off. The feeling that I need to decide, the feeling of having more and more responsibilities, the feeling of needing to get out and do something, because changes are coming. I know changes are definitely coming, and I have no idea if I am ready for them. I feel like I’m going to have to go out of my comfort zone yet again, but I don’t know if I’m ready! I don’t know if I can handle things yet! Can’t we take it slower, please?

Ah, growing up.

Come on, share your happy pills. What do you do when you get hit by the blues all of a sudden? Do you have a special happy dance or ritual? I sure could use some cheering up.

Sigh.