Hello. :) It’s been a while since I posted. Yes, I’m still alive and I’m procrastinating writing through blogging. Okay, I’m ahead of schedule, actually, but I still need to write because I want to finish early, but now I’m blogging. :P
Anyway, my story has lost its seemingly boring quality, but now I feel like I can’t convey my ideas right. Like I chose the wrong point of view, like I don’t have the proper “chicklit tone”, and all that. You know, those kinds of things. I feel like I’ve written seven chapters of crap, and that the story is too slow, like my grammar is all mixed up, that no one would ever read the drivel I am writing.
What a way to put down myself, eh?
But because this is NaNoWriMo, and its spirit is to just write…I will write. No matter how blah my story might sound (see, I can’t even write proper blogs anymore). I need to stop myself from re-reading and sometimes editing the scene I wrote before I start writing…that just makes me feel even more that what I wrote is crap.
I’ll survive. :P I’ll finish this. I’m almost halfway! :)
On other news, work this week was a whole lot busier than the last few weeks. Monday left me with my head aching, but the rest of the week went better, with free lunch, a seminar and some other things. I bet I’m going to have more work to do by next week, and I still have to fix some other things there. Haha. I’m okay. I’m getting used to it. Wait…scratch that. I get my strength from Him, the One who enables me.
Wohoo.
Forgive me for my lack of explanations and scattered thoughts; my brain is focused on Rain and other people in my story. I should stop from going online and just write. I have some new chicklit books here to read in between breaks (thank you so much Marvs!) so I could get the feel of the way I want to write my novel. :P
Excerpt coming tomorrow, or later, when I feel like posting something again. :P
Hang in there sis. Just write, write, and write. It’s about getting the deas and thoughs out. After this month is over you’ll be able to edit and pick it apart, but now you just need to get the story out there.
You’re inspiring me; don’t let me down. Ha! Love ya bunches lil sis! I believe in ya.
*squeeze* (=-