day ten.

Ah, my legs hurt from all the dancing I did earlier. It was fun, but I think my shoes are starting to give, especially since it has been starting to give in since I ran that 5km race. That, or the shoes aren’t just made for dancing. Which means I may have to buy new rubber shoes again.

Shopping, it never ends.

Anyway, I’ve been having a lot of epiphanies lately. I don’t even know how I have time to have epiphanies when I’m so busy. Or maybe I just think I’m busy because I have a lot of stuff to do…but wait, that‘s busy.

Okay, someone’s sleepy already.

Anyway, epiphanies. I’ve been having them, but just small ones, things I suddenly realize about myself because of the things I do or attempt to do. Let’s see…

• I do a lot of work outs at the gym, with my own program and all, but one of the things I really enjoy are group exercises. I’ve been trying to be better at cycling, but last Monday’s cycling attempt made me realize one thing: I’m no cyclist. I can survive a 1 hour class, but that’s it. I need a bit more of practice, probably, but I don’t think I’ll ever love cycling. I really think I’m more of a dancer or a runner than a cyclist. Probably more of a dancer.
• And speaking of dancing. I’m really starting to love dancing. I don’t know if it loves me back, but I love it. :P
• I’ve been thinking about my old community lately, and last Tuesday gave me a chance to be with some old friends from the community, the ones I used to see only because of meetings and such. Sad as it may seem, it really doesn’t feel like home anymore. I may be judging it too soon, but I still don’t see myself being active there anytime soon. I guess I’m still “lost”, at least when referring to communities.
• Ever since I lost a lot of weight (still trying to lose the last 10 lbs, the hardest of them all, ugh), I’ve been needing to shop. So I’ve been shopping. I bought a dress. Then two more dresses. And one more. I realized: it’s so nice to buy dresses. Seriously. Wearing them is so effortless, requires little thinking. I need to learn to accessorize, though…and I still need to buy new pants and tops so I can mix and match again. My poor, poor wallet.
• Finally. I’ve been feeling too lazy lately. Maybe it’s just a funk, maybe it’s just me. Or maybe it’s the birthday blues. But I need to snap out of this. I need to step up once again.

Anyway, it’s late early late, and I still have work tomorrow. Payday weekend — finally! And 5 days till I turn 24! I still have a birthday post somewhere, I just have to look for it. :P